we were so close!
I really wish you could've seen it. I tried to tell you and tried to escape with you and for you. I tried to jump but my feet were broken. I left. I even talked to you about it. We agreed to go on a walk the next day... when I heard the things about how you really felt about me. That you thought I needed a lot of professional help and that something is wrong with me mentally. Those things hurt so much to hear and hearing that all of your relationship problems were never there until you met me was painful. I thought you were trying to give me a . that you didn't want me. I put myself out there for you and crashed and burned. That was the last I heard from you, besides the text that said you never lied to me. At that point I was tired. I was exhausted from trying to make glass out of sand. Everybody was telling me where to put my heart, but you had mine the whole time, you still do. Eventually, I thought thats the same thing you wanted me to do as well. It hurt so much to know now single women looking sex cyber dating expert that I could've had you this whole time. Yet I feel like you are trying to onto me that you didn't make the move either. We were both weak when we fell for each other and I guess we were too weak to fight for each other.